Saturday, February 4, 2012

Soft side.

Old friend, where are you? How have you been? Has life been treating you well? There are so many questions lingering, but I'm going to stop here.
I've missed you, do you know that?(Maybe just one more.) The only person that came into mind when I was listening to this song was you. I wonder why. Then I started reading up some of the old blog posts I made about you. And the chats we used to have. You don't know how much I've changed, you really don't.
"Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made". Flipping bad memories of the awkward moments after my confession. So much regrets on my side. How I wish my friends would take the initiative to ask her if she's ever felt something for me.
"I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded that for me, it isn't over."
"Who would have known how, bittersweet this would taste"

I know you're happily attached, and you couldn't be happier.
This tweet was when I saw you for the first time in months, back in December. And it's already been 2 months since that day. We said hi, we said bye. I tried to smile, but I couldn't do it. I couldn't force out a smile to face you. I was selfish, and I'm sorry. Because sometimes it last in love, but I guess mine hurts.


I wasn't really into this song at first, but after listening to a few covers of it, I started to love it more and more.
After listening to it continuously for three consecutive days, I've memorized the lyrics.
What made this video so much better is that she seemed like she was going to cry. That's how singing with emotions is like.

Oh, the meaning of the title of the post?
My soft side, love songs. Hits me like a rock, straight through to the heart. Makes my heart wrench, whenever the memories come flowing back. 

And this second video gave me the goosebumps.
Black Eyed Peas - Where Is The Love (Live In Sydney)

Where's the love?

One last one!
Kina Grannis - Back To December (Cover)

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