Vulnerability

I fall for one deeply, quickly.
If i think she's all that ive ever wanted, im in deep trouble.

For the next few months or so, its a 'bro-period' for me. All i will talk about is her, and i'll consult my 'bros' about all my questions and doubts. I wont talk to other girls, because of reasons even i don't understand.

I told my mother i've finally moved on from the previous girl i had madly fallen for, for over a year. Her initial reaction was 'that's fast'! But i proceeded to let her know that i have been trying to get over her for slightly less than a year now.

Felt weird, that i have finally gotten over her. And this mean cycle repeats all over again. If there's even the dimmest, glimpse of hope, i will let you know. But for now, i shall 'research intensively' about her.

And while 'researching' about her. I 'stumbled upon' her blog and she posted a song lyrics. It goes something like
" My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right "
So I went ahead and googled it.

Nickelback - If today was your last day

Lyrics :
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?