Went home with her again. Took the same bus, alighted at the interchange and exchanged a few words before she boarded her bus. The past few months were torturous for me. I deleted her from my messenger because I didn't want to cave in to temptation when I see her online. I want to leave her alone after the awkward confession back in December. So the small talk we had was really something I needed. Oh and when I walk past her in school or something, I would try not to look at her because I wanted her to know I have a choice too. So, yeah, kinda stupid of me. Texted her when she boarded her bus to ask her to text me when she got home safely. Received her text later on, and I got to admit I was happy.
The deja vu part is when we were talking wayyyy back in August or something, and I took my bus ride home smiling grin to grin because she signed on my cast. The sweet memories, how I miss the time. Hope I brought a smile to her face, I know she brought one to mine.
If you find this post REALLY weird and pointless, then maybe because it IS weird AND pointless. Just needed to blog out how today was really something.
Till then.
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