On the verge of being alone.

So school's been a bore. Daily routine is, go to school, survive, talk no shit, do my stuffs, suffer in silence and go home. I was actually able to suppress all those anger and stupid emotions in me, and actually kept quiet for the past few days. I swear I almost burst when I had so much to say, but maybe I was more determined than ever to stay by myself.

So I had training yesterday and I was not feeling well the whole damn day. Reached the training area early and sat down. Told my friend to tell the captain that I wasn't feeling well and needed to take a rest first. I guess he didn't tell the captain because I got a scolding when I went down to train an hour later. If getting scolding wasn't bad enough, the coach did it infront of the whole fucking team and embarrassed me. I kept quiet and did my stuffs. I was actually quite pissed off, but no I didn't say shit to nobody. I guess sometimes, you have to get slapped in the face in order to know that the person's a bitch.

And I texted her myself. There was no opener and the ending was pathetic, but the thing is I relied on no one but myself. I was glad that people didn't help me, because I would have owed them a favor. So from today onwards, I have decided to rely on nobody but myself.

So, goodbye to all you fake motherfuckers and all you fake friends. I can't wait for this stupid world to end.