Love story ; A broken one.

I wasn't looking when I stumbled onto you, must have been fate. -Eminem

Ok let's start. I'll start by saying that
1) I've never had so much to talk to a girl I like, in person.
2) I've never had a girl sitting beside me on the way home in a bus and just sharing the moment.
3) I've never had a girl sign on me(cast for my broken arm), with <3 in it.
4) I've never met a girl I like, while doing something I enjoy.

To summarise things up, she's really the first girl I think I would go out with or even try everything to be with her.
Now, let's officially start.

I joined the Frisbee Sports Club on January 2010. I was persuaded by a few friends of mine to try it out. And the club was really small when we first joined, and then they had plans to expand it. May came, and the club got expanded real big. People swarmed in to train with us, and well, I didn't really noticed her. Then people started leaving the club because they got bored of it, but she stayed. Then we started seeing more of each other. And one fine day after training, the team decided to go over to the mall to have lunch together. I sat, directly opposite her. I was kinda shy at first, but she was really really friendly. 6 of us sat at one table and had buffet for lunch. We talked, laughed, joked around and just enjoyed ourselves. I didn't know I could be so natural around girls.
And so coincidentally, we live a couple of streets away from each other. So we took the same bus back home that day. I sat next to her, but we didn't chat, I guess we still weren't that close. Time passed, and trainings after trainings, we got to know each other more. I added her on MSN and chatted with her.
Blablabla, forwarding a couple of months later. I broke my elbow during a competition, but I still attended trainings, to see her of course. And when I had my cast on, she actually signed on it! She wrote "Get well soon! ***(Her name), <3."
She signed it while we were on our way home in the bus, with her sitting beside me. I was lost for words and we actually sat down after the bus ride to chat for a few minutes.

Well, I guess I suck at telling a story, you must be in my shoes to know how it felt like. Everything was so.... dreamy. Her grabbing hold of my shirt when we watched the competition together, she sitting by me, smiling to me, texting me, and just being there with me was all I could ever ask for. And you know what, just by typing this paragraph down, I'm starting to feel the heartache because everything is gone. Tho nothing ever started, it's gone. I even got the same phone as her so that we could bbm. But I guess she will never know the reason behind it.

I really liked you alot, so much that I think I would call it love. I know it's a strong word, but you never gave me a chance to prove myself. I think I still like you, even after trying to fall for another girl. Nothing worked out between the other girl and I, and nothing worked out between us. I really really like you, I really do.
I must end here, I'm getting kinda too sad.
Sorry for this nonsense you just read.