I somehow can't believe the changes in me. For the past year, I've changed.
From being a loner in a new school, to being an emo, to being in a sports club and suddenly having tons of friends, to becoming a person everyone talked to, to becoming the person returing to people whom he've neglected.
I'm sorry for everything I've done, everything I didn't do, every word I said, every promise I made.
I've seen alot of people, I've made alot of friends. And all of a sudden, all of them are becoming my enemies. Must be those words I said, those post I made. Once so well liked, I am now a common object for them to hate on and talk bad about. But maybe I think too highly of myself, that I would even cross their minds.
I've learnt to be humble, in so many ways. From rejections, to backstabbings, I've seen it all. And you know what's the funny part, I still seem to be too arrogant for some people. I guess one can never please everybody.
Have you ever fell for a certain someone, get rejected by him/her. Carried on with your lives, falling for other people thinking that they would fill the shoes the previous one left, but at the end of the day you realise you're still deeply in love with the previous one? I have, I am going through that stage right now.
I can't seem to forget the girl I fell for so deeply with, because of all the things that we did and didn't do together.
To me, it's kinda like a story. And she's the only girl I've had such deep feelings for. But it's sad how she rejected me, and we've never talked from that day on.
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