Imperfections.

I'm sure many of you have things you don't like about yourself. Like when you look yourself in the mirror, and you see something that you dislike so much, you stopped looking at mirrors. If you haven't, good for you, because I have.

There's this one thing I hate so much about myself, that I have not really talked to anyone about it. I have no courage to ask them if they see it on my face, or if they find it ugly. Because every single day when I look in the mirror, the first thing that my eyes see, is that. You guys may be curious, or not, so I'm gonna step out of my comfort zone and post a picture of it.

Do you see it? It's RIGHT THERE. The mole.

I detest it SO much. It might look pretty small in this picture, but it's still pretty darn huge to me.
I'm still so uncomfortable to "share" this on my blog, which is viewable to EVERYONE IN THE WORLD.
So whenever I'm out with my friends, and we go to the toilet. I would avoid the mirror, and when I do look in the mirror, I would try to avoid the mole area because it's something I wish that would disappear.

I envy how people have such perfect skin, with no "defects" on their face. And I envy those people that look great, both ON and OFF camera. I wish that one day, when I wake up, the defect would disappear. Maybe that's when I'll start to have more confidence of myself, and I would look down on myself no more.