11:11

There's this girl that I like, she don't really know about my feelings.

But I'm making an effort to make something work. Through the simplest way I know of,

chatting with her everyday without fail.

I've been a wuss in the past, I didn't dare to make a move on the girls I like. I've had it with the way I was acting in the past, so I decided to make a change. I'm prepared to

throw everything I have in, even if I get nothing in return.

So I popped her a question, "Do you believe in 11:11?". She don't.

But I do, I believe in it so much that I make a wish everytime I see it appear on my phone or my

computer screen.

And do you have any clue how much impact it had on me when I saw you today and you

didn't see me.

I saw you with a guy, the both of you, alone. The first thing that came to my mind were

negative thoughts. I thought he was your boyfriend, I thought it was over like this.

I thought everything I had done, was all going down the drain. But I told myself to hold on,

and to keep moving on. Until the day that you get attached, tell me straight to my face that

you're in a relationship and would appreciate it if I were to not bother you any longer. I was light-headed, when I saw the both of you. Though it might an innocent friendship, but it

isn't what it's like going on in my mind.

Signing off for now