You had me at hello.
I still read our old conversations when I miss you.
They're perfect memories that I keep to remind me of what I thought we used to have.
I asked a somewhat close friend of hers yesterday if she's attached to the guy I think she is attached to. She was reluctant to tell me at first, but she eventually caved in. I was right from the start, I got the right dude.
And when she told me that, she also asked me to not be 'emo' and give up on her. I assured her that I had long ago given up on her. But I guess that's not what my heart feels. I switched off. I kept the songs blasting at full volume, thoughts were raging through my mind.
And then, I had difficulties breathing. I took long and heavy breaths, it wasn't what I had expected. That feeling, I was so lost.
Where'd you go? I miss you so. Seems like it's been forever, since you've been gone.
I wish he treats you well, and he makes you feel like a princess. This is a lie, but I hope you two will last. I hope he doesn't make you cry. I hope in a few months time when you see me, you will at least say hi and acknowledge my teeny tiny non-significant existence. And you will see the change in me. I hope for nothing but the best for you and whoever you choose to be with.
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