Seems like everytime I think of you before I go to sleep, you'll somehow appear in my dream. The other time I dreamt of you, you were suffering. I wanted to help you, but somehow I couldn't. I saw the look on your face, it felt so real. And I even met your sister. Even though I don't know how she look like in person, I've met her already. I bet she's adorable like how I dreamt her to be.
Everytime I tell myself to forget about you and move on, there will be things that keep pulling me back. They keep telling me that you're worth the wait, and that you'll accept me eventually. I try so hard not to be the pessimist I am, but it's beyond my will.
Your birthday is not till 2 months, but I've already planned on getting you something. I even thought of the way I want everything to go. I've heard that girls like guys to give them stuffs infront of their friends. I know it will be really awkward and not the kind of stuff I will do for anyone. But for you, I'm willing to get out of my comfort zone.
It's been over a year now. Time flies even when we're not having fun. If only you knew how much and how deep I've fallen for you. If only you knew..
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